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Sunday, April 24, 2011



Happy Easter everybody!! I hope you're having a good time. I did. I didn't really do too much but Easter weekend went great. Life is starting to look good, I'm becoming a happier person, on my own. It's kind of scaring me how happy I can be, ON MY OWN. Didn't take many Easter pictures, which disappoints me. I got these two though. The red egg says my name, aww. The picture up top is some of the [[step]] family and I. They stopped by today. Theres never been so many people in the house at once, it was great. I love company. Lots of it. Uncle and grandparents came over too, for Easter dinner. Tomorrows a new week. Why does every Sunday feel like the start of a new week? Sometimes I think that's great other's I don't like it. I'll just look at it as a new day. At the moment I'm having this "new beginnings" attitude. I feel really sad that some things have ended but at the same time I feel really okay about the now. The feeling is weird. Don't you just hate when your entire mind set changes? I know it's for the best and that I'll get used to it but it still feel's weird right now. Like I'm floating through life. Ugh. It needs to be Christmas time. That always makes me feel warm and happy no matter where my life is at. Love you all!

Saturday, April 23, 2011

I feel like such a slacker I haven't given any of my viewers a good read for the day. I was busy all day, I woke up and went to work until five and then got ready and went to my step-families' house for a get together before Easter. Today was my last day at the bunny stand job since Easter is tomorrow and everything. I feel sad about it. I had so much fun doing and met some interesting people that I wish I could have kept touch with but due to circumstances I couldn't and it disappoints me. :-( My Facebook fortune cookie of the day says that someone I care about seeks reconciliation. If that's even the right word. There's a couple people I care about that I hope will seek that from me. Oh, you don't even know the beginning of it. Yes I believe in that Fortune cookie on Facebook. It's true. One day it told me that I really like Chinese food and crazy enough for two weeks beforehand I was really craving Chinese food. This reminds me, I need to check my horoscope. You know those people you hang around that automatically make you want to be a better person? That's how I feel after I hang around the ((step)) family. They are just so awesome, fun and exciting. They greet everyone with hugs and kisses and their super down to Earth and fun to be around. The get together was fun.
I got to drink Margaritas which I've been craving for the longest so I was extremely happy. [[I edited this picture. I'm not really that shiny! But I'm sure you already knew that, oh and don't mind my lips, they look weird, I was chewing a piece of ice I found in the drink lol]]
Well yeah, every time I'm around that family I want to be a better person as in bettering my standards. Making them higher. Two days ago I think I was going desperate for love because I was talking gibberish about giving this player a chance, I tried imagining that tonight and no that wont happen. I'm gonna meet someone, someday. It will just take time. I need to focus on me first, a good six months of me and then I'll get out there more [[not like that, just try and do things and meet people]] right now all I can do is let life do it's thing.. and that applies for everything. Good Friday and Day before Easter Saturday have been very nice. Can't wait until tomorrow. Tanning time. Then I have to make dinner for la familia. Hope everyones having a lovely time.




Thursday, April 21, 2011

Update


Yep, that's me. One of the Easter bunnies at the mall. Don't laugh. I work on the set too but between people calling out, and the one girls hate for wearing the costume. I kind of got thrown into playing the bunny! But that's okay. 75 more cents an hour than I make working on set. The costume really is one big sweaty mess but the kids excitement when they see the bunny is absolutely beautiful. This job will be ending on Saturday. I'll miss it. It's been really fun. I hope they call me in the winter to work on the Santa set.


Two weeks ago my friend told me there was a job opening for a receptionist at her moms work. I called about it and was told to come in for an interview immediately. The manager seemed to like me and she said that she wants to set something up for the following Thursday but she'll call me the next day. She never did. I decided to call her a week and a half later because my friends mom (who works with her) said I should. Well the lady didn't even take my call and her assistant said she'll give me a call back, she didn't. Nice right? So my friend goes in the next day and asks about it and the manager said she was still going to call me and to be patient. It would be nice to have a full time job, but the situation is kind of messed up when you think about it.


I dyed my hair dark. Not the best picture of me, even though it is my Facebook picture. I miss my blonde hair but my dark roots were getting so long. So many people have said that they like my hair and I got compliments, but it just doesn't feel the same. I'm slowly starting to get used to it though. I'm thinking, in June, when I get my hair trimmed (one year since my last, even though my hairs still short, ugh) that I'll get Highlights.

Decided I'm going to be starting my diet the day after Easter. It was just so stressful trying to start before. I'm going to start by doing this diet called ABC. It's on the side of my page. I'm excited to do this. I need a challenge and a supreme loss of weight.


It's official. I decided I want to become Kindergarten teacher. I've always wanted to do this. (I've also always wanted to do something where I get to wear scrubs;; also do hair and make up) but kindergarten teacher it is. I love kids. When I look back at my Kindergarten experience, I remember it as one of the best times of my life. My teacher always made learning fun, we had parties for every holiday. Crafts for every new learning experience. I want to give my future kids that same experience. I want to give them something memorable to start off their life. I want to inspire kids. I see children these days getting into so much trouble and it makes me sad. I want to do something to prevent this and push them into the right direction at an early age.


I've been feeling out of it. I don't know whats wrong with me. My heads not here and everything just looks like a big blur to me. Yesterday I wasted a half tank of gas driving around not knowing where to go. I ended up stopping at the mall. Walking from one end to another. I didn't want anything. I don't know why I went but I went. I ended up buying chick-fil-a. And sat in my car eating it. I wasn't even hungry. Then I went thrift shopping. I don't even need more clothes. But I ended up buying. I haven't been talking in my happy bubbly voice. I've been talking. . normal. I didn't think I could. I haven't smiled either. Unless I forced it to be nice. I usually smile and laugh at everything. What's wrong with me? :-((


Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Hello blogger buddies and happy Wednesday! 
Wednesday- The day that we turn on American Idol and see the singers compete
Wednesday- Hump day, the day that gives us the thought that it's almost the weekend
Wednesday= A lovely day <3
I hope all of you are having a wonderful Wednesday. A few months ago I was talking to a friend and we were making up different alcoholic beverages to go with the days of the week (I'm not an alcoholic I swear, we were just bored) and I said 
WINE COOLER WEDNESDAY
This topic has no significance to this post, I guess you can say I'm just rambling.
I guess I'm really excited to share with all of you about my day because honestly this is the first time I left house all week... I'm not sick or anything or on bed rest, I've just been extremely unproductive!
To start my day off, a friend and I went to the mall, the picture above is us in the fitting room at Macy's.

the good part;; I got to hang out with my friend that I NEVER SEE anymore
the bad part;; I needed to return a baseball jersey and hat I bought a couple weeks ago when I went stress shopping (say it in a conversation people will think you said dress)
Stress shopping- the art of shopping when being stressed or sad and just buying stuff without thinking. Stress shopping.

Well they wouldn't let me return it. I guess the sign on the register says "no refunds once purchased." How devastating.

the good part;; Exchanges are aloud, but being since theres in there I really want I decided I'll just wait until Christmas to buy the guys in my family something from there. (it's a sports store by the way)
the bad part;; I had to cut the shopping trip short to go to my uncles house
the good part;; I ended up having so much fun!


Indeed I did, but today was the first time I've got thrown off a horse. She didn't exactly throw me more so, forgot I was on her back! LOL She took off running and poor me was holding on for dear life. She just wouldn't stop so I ended up falling on my back and it was the most painful minute of my life after that. My chest is hurting a bit as we speak but it's nothing to worry about. I had fun all in all and even if getting thrown off a horse was a bad experience it was definitely a new one <3



How was your day??

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