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Thursday, April 21, 2011

Update


Yep, that's me. One of the Easter bunnies at the mall. Don't laugh. I work on the set too but between people calling out, and the one girls hate for wearing the costume. I kind of got thrown into playing the bunny! But that's okay. 75 more cents an hour than I make working on set. The costume really is one big sweaty mess but the kids excitement when they see the bunny is absolutely beautiful. This job will be ending on Saturday. I'll miss it. It's been really fun. I hope they call me in the winter to work on the Santa set.


Two weeks ago my friend told me there was a job opening for a receptionist at her moms work. I called about it and was told to come in for an interview immediately. The manager seemed to like me and she said that she wants to set something up for the following Thursday but she'll call me the next day. She never did. I decided to call her a week and a half later because my friends mom (who works with her) said I should. Well the lady didn't even take my call and her assistant said she'll give me a call back, she didn't. Nice right? So my friend goes in the next day and asks about it and the manager said she was still going to call me and to be patient. It would be nice to have a full time job, but the situation is kind of messed up when you think about it.


I dyed my hair dark. Not the best picture of me, even though it is my Facebook picture. I miss my blonde hair but my dark roots were getting so long. So many people have said that they like my hair and I got compliments, but it just doesn't feel the same. I'm slowly starting to get used to it though. I'm thinking, in June, when I get my hair trimmed (one year since my last, even though my hairs still short, ugh) that I'll get Highlights.

Decided I'm going to be starting my diet the day after Easter. It was just so stressful trying to start before. I'm going to start by doing this diet called ABC. It's on the side of my page. I'm excited to do this. I need a challenge and a supreme loss of weight.


It's official. I decided I want to become Kindergarten teacher. I've always wanted to do this. (I've also always wanted to do something where I get to wear scrubs;; also do hair and make up) but kindergarten teacher it is. I love kids. When I look back at my Kindergarten experience, I remember it as one of the best times of my life. My teacher always made learning fun, we had parties for every holiday. Crafts for every new learning experience. I want to give my future kids that same experience. I want to give them something memorable to start off their life. I want to inspire kids. I see children these days getting into so much trouble and it makes me sad. I want to do something to prevent this and push them into the right direction at an early age.


I've been feeling out of it. I don't know whats wrong with me. My heads not here and everything just looks like a big blur to me. Yesterday I wasted a half tank of gas driving around not knowing where to go. I ended up stopping at the mall. Walking from one end to another. I didn't want anything. I don't know why I went but I went. I ended up buying chick-fil-a. And sat in my car eating it. I wasn't even hungry. Then I went thrift shopping. I don't even need more clothes. But I ended up buying. I haven't been talking in my happy bubbly voice. I've been talking. . normal. I didn't think I could. I haven't smiled either. Unless I forced it to be nice. I usually smile and laugh at everything. What's wrong with me? :-((


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