Hello Celebritys

I had a fantastic night with my long best friend, Ashley. We went and saw the movie, The Time Travelers Wife. If you have yet to see it, I advise you too. It's such a beautiful heart tugging movie. The love that is in that movie, is a love, we all hope to some day have, and some have found. I can only wish to be that happy;; It was so emotional, and I can't wait for it to come out on DVD, so I can purchase it!

Of course the movie got me thinking a lot... He has no control on his leaving, when it happens, where, and who he is around. I thought to myself at first, that would be cool, to see the future, the past, the present, all at once, and in many ways it would be... in a lot of ways (as portrayed in the movie, i wont go in depth, it wouldn't be good) There are MANY events in my life, I would like to travel back too.

My daddy passed away when I was only 6 years old. I can't help but feel ripped off. I only got 6 short years with him, and that was defiantly not enough. Not a day will pass that I don't yearn to share things with him... I do share them, I close my eyes and speak to him and its like he is there with me, but I can't help but know that he isn't.. The moments with him are what I would like to travel back too... I would give anything to have him push me on the swing just one more time. To hold my hand just one more time. To take my fishing one more time. To go camp with him at the lake, even though I was so scared, and just wanted to go home with my mom. I'd give ANYTHING for that...$$

My dad is with me, he is my guardian angel and for that, I think that I am luckier than any girl. My daddy is constantly with me, although not in life, he is with no question there in spirt, and making choice with me constantly.

I love you daddy;;

A great song for how I am feeling...

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true